Decisions, Decisions, Decisions!

Wow is all I can say at this moment! I am kind of stressing right now! I did not realize until now that growing up SUCKS! I have had some pretty rough last couple of weeks because I don't know what the next chapter is in my life! I am having a hard time trying to decide what I want to do and where I want to go! I cannot decide if I want to continue dancing or if I want to go to school! I have been praying and thinking about all my options and I think I might have an answer, but it is still a little fuzzy! I have always had it in my mind to go to college! I have always wanted to and I definitely will someday! I just didn't know till now that that time is NOW! It has hit me like a ton of bricks and I feel like I need to move on to the next chapter of my life which is building my career in the health and exercise department! Becoming a dietician/zumba instructor! Whatever I just want to work in a gym or work with health and fitness! It is something I have always wanted to do and I feel like I can really do it! It has just been kind of stressful lately because since I didn't know what I was going to do in the fall I waited too long to do anything about it! Now I am trying to get everything done and it is kind of making me lose my marbles! I am upset that I waited this long, but someone (up there in heaven) wasn't answering my prayers as fast as I wanted/needed! I feel like I finally have some-what of a clear answer and I am starting to head in the right direction! Only problem is is I am a little behind! Ah!

(This is what I feel like doing right now; except with crazier eyes!)

I like my life is going on a roller coaster right now! Some days I am up and happy and others I am down and depressed! Right now I am missing my family and its hard being away from them especially when I am moving home at the end of May! I am trying my hardest to lose weight and get back to my old self that I know I can become again, but with me being impatient it isn't going as fast as I want to and I am getting frustrated! But I also need to remember that I have great family and friends that keep me going! I have amazing students that I get to teach and I am just grateful to even have a job! I need to keep my head up! I always need to be positive and move forward! Life is too short to hold anything back! I know that I can conquer these "problems" I got! I know I can do anything! Lets all keep that in mind that we are stronger then we all think! We can all conquer anything!:) Have a great Thursday everyone! I get to go teach an awesome class at Center Stage! Yay! Cheers to the weekend coming up!

OH and if anyone is going to The Hunger Games premiere tonight! I want to know all about it!